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Broken Spirit - Being forced to do something

Broken Spirit

 

Yes, you have my cooperation,

but what you are asking me to do

totally goes against my will.

 

Yes, I do as you please,

but inside of me

a volcano erupts.

 

Yes, I will follow you

because I must

but do not ask me to trust you

because I do not.

 

For you everything may be fine

you are probably completely ignorant

of what just went wrong

and the pain it caused me to have

but for me a world breaks down.

 

My Spirit is broken

and my love for you is gone.

 

The anger grows

and every bit of respect

that I had for you

herby went down the drain.

 

I feel lost

I feel misunderstood

and I feel unloved

and you don’t seem to have a clue

as to how much you hurt me.

 

I do not know

what you care about,

but at that moment

it was not me.

 

I so wish that one day

you will really listen to me!

 

 

 (1604122245-2257)

 

 

Leviticus 25:43 (The Israel Bible)

You shall not rule over him ruthlessly; you shall fear your God.

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