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Creator why? - Why so much hardship

Creator why?

 

Creator,

why does life

have to be so difficult

at times?

 

It becomes unbearable

and the load is too much.

The emotional pain

is so hard,

that my whole routine

gets interrupted.

 

It’s like walking

though a desert

with no oasis in sight

and nothing left to drink.

 

Why is it,

that you allow

all this pain and misery?


Why is there

all this injustice in the world?

All the suffering

and all the pain,

death and dying

in such miserable conditions,

what is your purpose

behind all of it?

 

Right now,

I have been hit so hard,

that I’m losing control.

My life is falling apart

in a matter

of a very short time.

Everything I have

built up over all this time

seems to go

down the drain.

And I stand there

and can do nothing about it.

 

You as a Creator

see all that is going on.

Why don’t you do

anything about it?

 

What kind

of a Creator are you

if you want me

to have faith in you

and trust your goodness?

 


(2407112001-2013) 



Isaiah 48:10 (The Israel Bible)

See, I refine you, but not as silver; I test you in the furnace of affliction.

 

 

 

 

 

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