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When a hard cry will not do anymore - Who is left to comfort at the end

When a hard cry will not do anymore

 

There are times

in life

when crying

does not relieve

the pressure

that is inside of me.


No words

are adequate

to express the feelings,

no emotion

strong enough

to bring relief,

no distraction

big enough

to make me forget.


The pain

and the devastation

is just so overwhelming.


All I can do

is scream to God

for he is the only one

who knows exactly

what I am going through

at this very moment.


Though I cannot understand

the reason behind

what had happened

and I have more questions

then answers,

I need you badly now.


Please comfort my soul

or it will fall apart.


Please touch my heart,

for I feel like dying

out of despair.


Please forgive me,

for I have ignored you

for so long!


Please restore me,

for any desire

to go on has vanished.


You are the one

who can hold me

for I have lost everything

that was dear to me.   

                    

When a hard cry,

will not do anymore

I know that you will.    

    

Please let me

discover you

more and more

for you are the only one

who can touch

my heart right now.

 

 

(0809112003-2016)

 

 

Psalm 34:18 (The Israel Bible)

They cry out, and Hashem hears, and saves them from all their troubles.

 

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